Memories Meant 2 Be Kept...

2008-12-31T20:06:00.000-08:00

I have changed blog, RELINK at www.my-luv-to-him.blogspot.com

2008-09-07T04:39:00.000-07:00

lols..here at mac..usin the free wireless..bored..brother readin everything that i write..irritatin..

2008-09-05T05:28:00.000-07:00

boo!!nth much really these days..maybe there really is..i carn post everything that i wan here rite?Yokehwee aka tee-shirt guy,or the guy who 2-3 get their class tee frm,gt blogshop,he wan to clear out his stock so the tees de price cn be cheaper de..his url http://www.tee-terrific.blogspot.com..smilez..

2008-09-03T17:43:00.000-07:00

i tried so many times,i m so tired of tryin again and again..i juz wish that one day i can juz disappear.i duno whr will i go but i dun care,i only wan to go away..

2008-09-01T19:58:00.001-07:00

bored..nw vivian hse playin laptop..wan to slp le..kk..fallin aslp le

2008-08-30T07:18:00.000-07:00

boo!!todae was a busy and tirin dae..woke uo at 8plus in the mornin den ate..after dat dressed and left the hse with everybody at abt 930 headed to paya lebar airbase for the SAF 40th annivarsey open hse..reached,papa dropped us off at the entrance said dat he wanted to park the car at the airbase(he works there so cn park there) so that he wun haf to fite wif other ppl for parkin lots..told us to queue to get in..he no nid again cuz he gt pass and cuz he work there,unfair cuz we haf to wait in the hot hot sun for the queue to move..sianz..joined lane 3..bored and damn freakin hot..at abt half way in the queue papa called asked if we had gotten in or nt,cuz he already had..told him no,he was lyk huh but i gt in already i was lyk duh you gt a pass..lols.finali gt in..sun was shinin lyk hell walked to the hangar outside there..waited again to see the F16 take off..the air force are tryin to stimulate wad wud happen whn an unautherised aircraft fly into singapore's skies..the F16 chased the plane down and forced to land..fun fun..den the F16 bombed the airfield atfer that helicopter oso come to bomb..they sent in a transport copter..after watch fin airshow, was sweatin lyk mad so went to the air-con food place,duno wad they call dat place..stayed in there for awhile had a drink there den went the see the other nangers..there gt excibitions there went to see them..after dat bot ice-cream to eat..den went to marina square..gt free ticket to watch wall.e..the show damn nice to watch..wall.e so cute,innocent and sweet veri funny too..after the movie shopped around for awhile..papa bot laptop..usin t nw..lols

2008-08-27T18:28:00.000-07:00

when i learn how to fly,whn i m ready to leave i will take you with mii..i nid your support..your company..most importantli your care..take miin away frm dis place if you cn..take mii away all dis sufferin..take mii away frm hell if you can..cuz that is wad i m gonna do for you..if you teach mii how to fly..if you show mii how to fly..if you let mii fly..i will show you wadm i can really do..nt bein dis stupid person here..trapped forever..unless you teach mii hoe to fly away..

2008-08-27T18:26:00.000-07:00

nw at the com lab toatli sianz..waitin for the com to load the web page takes lyk forever..sianz..totali bored nw..

2008-08-25T04:58:00.000-07:00

i duno wad i haf doin all dis tym..i m so tired of tryin again and again..so tired of watchin myself fall down over and over again..so tired of seein myself get hurt again and again..and me hurtin myself again..when m i gonna pick myself up and stop hurtin so bad..i wish dat i cn juz fade away and disappear..i wish i cn juz run away frm everything..i hate whr i m standin rite nw..i hate everything dat i m nw..i hate myself..i wan to run away..the last time i tried doin dat bad results..haix..make everything worse..make myself feel worse..make evryone around mii feel worse..i wan to soar to the skies like the birds i wan to fly away..away frm everything..frm myself..but there is sumthing there is keepin mii rooted here..keepin mii frm hidin.keepin mii frm runnin away frm everything..i juz wish i knew wad..i juz wished..

2008-08-21T04:02:00.000-07:00

boo!!dae went to kallang river there for cip..quite dirty and distustin at first..cuz gt a lot of dead fish lyin around..see them rottin in the water gt kindof grossed out..picked up alot of litter lyk plastic bags,styrofoam,lighter dead fish plastic cup, den plastic thingys, more plastic thingys and de guess wad..i found a used condom..the bottem part lyk torn off le..looxin took a pic of it..picked more pastic thingys and cups..mostly a lot of crap and rubbish..amazin hoe dirty the river is..den..guess wad again..xianhui or wanqi found another condom..dis tym very good condition.cuz it is still in the wrapper..i think aziz or nelson go open it..den they stretched it whie i take pic..bairavee used the tongs to hold one end den aziz cum over and grabbed the other end wif tongs..they pulled the comdom..den it tore..xianyun grp oso gt find condom..unused de still in its wrapper but they juz throw it into their trashbag..after pickin up more smelly litter,we goback to the startin point..continued pickin litter den sum one found a rottin rat or sotong on the sand..neson pick it out of the sand..the moment he did dat we all smell the rottin scent.omg..oso saw maggota..den tiara go pick the thing up and throw into the water..thanked her cuz the smell was so bad dat felt lyk vomitin..den go back..gt refreshments..take one big grp pic..den gt briefin den go hm lor..

2008-08-17T02:20:00.000-07:00

bored..so bored..damn bored..ok..really really bored..k nt reali..

2008-08-13T00:39:00.000-07:00

yea..finally post le..haix but it is kind of lyk no point cuz it is nt lyk ppl wud wan to go n see de lors xcept for mii..

2008-08-06T21:03:00.001-07:00

haix..nw damn bored cuz waitin for ppl to fin doin the gingerbreadman..bored..so long since i had update miie blog..shall change the blogskin reali reali reali soon..bored anyways..dis blog is seriousli rottin lyk hell.

2008-07-22T04:46:00.000-07:00

oo..dis seems lyk forever when i last poted..gotten abit lazy to kindof post..tired too..so dis is why you can see miie blog rottin..sori blog i sud not haf to treat you lyk dis..hope dis post can gib you abit of life..

2008-07-06T22:02:00.000-07:00

dis blog is seriousli rottin..dun think dat i cn keep it alive for long..

2008-07-03T03:46:00.001-07:00

changed miie blogskin again..bored nw..juz fin paintin miie buttons..

2008-07-01T03:34:00.000-07:00

finalli changed miie blogskin..kk the top is no nice but will fix it ltr

2008-07-01T03:22:00.000-07:00

been so long since i posted..dis blog is rottin..sori..todae woke up damn early cuz bein dragged out of bed by miie papa..he wan to bring mii to skooll..sianz reach there dat time rainin le..walked the rain to the skool gate..sat outside class slept there for abt 5 to 10 min b4 wakin up to two person hp playin low and toxic..realised dat i haf got abt 10 mosquito bites..classroom opened went in and slacked there..almost slept through eng class..chi.den recess..came back to class played a few rounds of tai ti..yea and won..

2008-06-14T22:04:00.000-07:00

nw damn bored..got 1 big pile of hmk haven do..next week the entire week got trainin dun think will haf the time to do finish everything..

2008-06-10T00:21:00.000-07:00

spent the entire dae at home..head feels lyk shit..bad headache..spent the free time thinkin..abt wad i sos duno..totali rsandom thots..maybe if i..

2008-06-09T18:28:00.000-07:00

your beautiful eyes stare right into mine
and sometimes i think of you late at night
i don't know why
i wanna be somewhere where you are
i wanna be where...

chorus:
your here, your eyes are lookin into mine
so baby, make me fly
my heart has never felt this way before
i'm lookin through your
i'm lookin through your eyes..

i wake up, i'm alive
in only a little while, i'll cry
cause your my lullaby so baby, come hold me tight
cause i, i wanna be everything you need
i wanna be where...

chorus:
your here, your eyes are lookin into mine
so baby, make me fly
my heart has never felt this way before
i'm lookin through your
i'm lookin through your eyes..

just as long as your mine
i'll be your everything tonight
let me love you, kiss you
baby, let me miss you
let me see your...dream about, dream about your eyes
eyes, eyes, beautiful eyes...

2008-06-09T18:23:00.000-07:00

i keep saein dat the ppl dat i care abt hurt mii..but i realised yesterdae i was mii who has been hurtin them.nw i noe hoe they feel..seein from where they stand helps alot..i helps by lettin mii see from a different point of view..but it still hurts..i duno why but i keep feelin hurted..

2008-06-06T06:26:00.000-07:00

juz cum bk from redx annual camp '08 yesterdae..YEA!!i was smelly stinky and sweaty after 4 daes of camp(comment from papa and the ma ams,papa said dat i was stinkin up his car when he came and fetch mii after break camp,he veri bad i wan cry liao..hahas kiddin)but seriousli i do stink..xianyun was sent home durin dae1 cuz she not feelin well..hope you get well soon..smilez

the camp was overall FUN!!!
omg!it realimis fun not lyk last year..fun fun..the entire camp details sae everthing take too long de..muz summarize..MULAN AND THE GLASS SLIPPERS won the best group flag design!yea!muz thank irfan for designin the gorgeous flag..wenyong for helpin mii wif selectin the colors of the flag and paintin it,even though wanqi make stupid comment dat she is not goin to entertan him or sumthing..but anyways got to thank her makin the best group tag..MULAN ROX!

LEADERS!!LEAD WITH PRIDE!SERVE WITH PASSION!CLAP x4 HAH!!

2008-05-30T19:16:00.000-07:00

i nw i noe hoe you actuali feel and think..i wished dat you could juz told mii the truth in the veri first place instead of lettin mii find out by myself..i wan you to stop hurtin miie feelings..

how can i ever try to be better when nobody ever lets mii in..

2008-05-27T04:13:00.000-07:00

m gettin veri busy lateli cuz dis entire week nid to go trainin..den next week got camp(i dun wan to go!!) it rox..it is gonna be tirin but hey it is gonna help mii lose weight(lost 5kg when i came bk from camp last year)..it is so gonna let mii fit into a smaller size!!

you said the way miie eyes shine..put those stars to shame that nite

2008-05-25T07:48:00.000-07:00

juz sittin here..starin at the computor..not knowin wad i should write..cuz writin too much will let everybody see who i reali m on e inside..hoe i reali feel..hoe pathetic i reali m..hoe much i dunno myself..lyk hoe much i dunno you

your beautiful eyes stare rite into miie..miie heart has nvr felt dis way before..

2008-05-25T07:15:00.000-07:00

i duno why it is lyk i dun understand you anymore..maybe it is becuz i haf nvr understood at all..maybe i haf nvr didnt noe you at all..juz lyk i didnt noe myself anymore..sumtimes i juz stand there n juz watch you go by..wonderin when you will walk up to mii,look into miie eyes i sae dat you cared..wonderin when will i haf the strength to move on..

your beautiful eyes stare rite into miie..beautiful eyes dat sae you still cared

2008-05-24T23:50:00.000-07:00

bored rite nw..reali bored..i finali got miie phone bk!!yea for miie LG..k nw got notthing to write le..duno wad to do wif miie life..without you to fill the empty spaces up..k bein emo here..i reali duno wad to do nw..it is lyk i m alwiz standin on the outside lookin in..it is reali hard..to see the ppl you care abt move on without you..i m juz stuck here not movin on i carn move forward or backward..juz stuck here..

2008-05-21T07:31:00.000-07:00

haven been postin much recentli..so thou shall cram everything into 1 post..easier.see smart rite!!hahas..damn high nw..k juz returned from e ncc camp thing(kindof)..to cut everything short..they r a bunch of unhygenic guys..reali gross guys..turned the entire cookery room into a i-have-no-words-to-describe kindof place..didint sleep the nite cuz played tai ti 6 hrs straight..

2008-05-16T04:39:00.000-07:00

OMG..dae got back our papers..sadz n happy at e same time cuz i kinda of passed all of them..sadz cuz i failed chi paper 2 again but den not dat..after checkin all our papers,mr sim let us see video..dun reali noe wads the point of lettin us watch the videos..but the videos are kindof perf..we kindof viewed sum ppl de butt..Kk,it was gross but at least we didnt see the uncensored verison cuz i think i will be havin alo alot of nitemares..tml goin to be medic for ncc camp..haiz goin there cuz got cip points damn high..down side is dat i m gonna haf to see to the person dat i dun wan 2 see..dat n i suspect there is gonna be alot of horny jokes..

2008-05-11T20:55:00.000-07:00

yea finali goin to fin exams liao..dae maths paper 2..k it was much easiler den maths paper 1..wat easiler..but i dun think i will get perfect scores cuz i dunno hoe to do the 10 marks question..die liao..
as as after thot..i should haf gone for the syf selection..can skip skool for one week hahas..but onli if i m selected..sadz i didnt go the selection..carn anyways..

2008-05-07T00:58:00.000-07:00

been so long since i last posted..dun haf the tme and the chance to do it cuz the computer keeps gettin hogged..sign..in the middle of MYE nw..i think i m goin to like seriousli flunk maths..and chinese and maybe english..gonna sae byebye to miie handphone soon..sadz...

2008-04-25T17:30:00.001-07:00

Friday night beneath the stars
In a field behind your yard
You and I are painting pictures in the sky
Sometimes we don't say a thing
Just listen to the crickets sing
Everything I need is right here by my side

And I know everything about you
I don't wanna live without you

I'm only up when you're not down
Don't wanna fly if you're still on the ground
It's like no matter what I do
Well, you drive me crazy half the time
The other half I'm only trying
To let you know what I feel is true
And I'm only me when I'm with you

Just a small-town boy and girl
Living in the crazy world
Trying to figure out what is and isn't true
And I don't try to hide my tears
My secrets or my deepest fears
Through it all nobody gets me like you do

And you know everything about me
You say that you can't live without me

I'm only up when you're not down
Don't wanna fly if you're still on the ground
It's like no matter what I do
Well, you drive me crazy half the time
The other half I'm only trying
To let you know what I feel is true
And I'm only me when I'm with you

When I'm with anybody else
It's so hard to be myself
And only you can say

That I'm only up when you're not down
Don't wanna fly if you're still on the ground
It's like no matter what I do
Well, you drive me crazy half the time
The other half I'm only trying
To let you know what I feel is true
And I'm only me, who I wanna be
Well, I'm only me when I'm with you, with you

2008-04-25T02:17:00.000-07:00

yeaterdae got the message that there is meetin at 115 todae..everybody suspected that it was abt camp..well technicanlli it was..meetin abt proposal for redx camp..my post is assistant logsitic ic,not that bad..oso got into the marcher squad for the sch musical..diaos lah..we practice so hard to do a formation yet cum on stage do onli like one or two minutes..

2008-04-24T03:05:00.001-07:00

yea!!!finali changed my blogskin!!and yea!!finali goin to collect finish all the money for the class tee!!jowenson owes mii 22 bucks!!tee shirt guy reali dunno hoe to listen to our instructions..sori guys you may get your class tee later then you expected..sadz

2008-04-14T01:13:00.000-07:00

went to volley ball match todae cheered for the team and shanshan..go shanshan..k bein kind of lame and high here..but hey we are there to cheer so lets make the most of it..k bein veri lame here..although we got our butts kicked by nanyang girls,at least we showed them that they would not win that easli..hahas..bein realli realli lame here..better stop before i get horny

2008-04-14T01:09:00.000-07:00

it was seriousli veri long since i likede posted...sori..kind of..

2008-03-30T17:24:00.001-07:00

yea like the way i dun noe you anymore

2008-03-30T17:22:00.000-07:00

sometimes it is like i dun noe mysefl anymore

2008-03-28T20:38:00.000-07:00

yesterdae was a typical borin dae..in chinese class labelled the water bottles for the sec3,2 and 1s,guilty..i noe dat is like totalli wrong i m like totalli glad dat mii and xiianhuii labelled the water bottles cuz we barely had enuf time 2 do anything else cuz we were all runnin around loolin for the instructors to borrow their redx tees..finalli get the sec1s their redx tees reported den was told to sit at the red service road dunno 4 wad..but sat down den mii,yiting,charmine,jingjing,wanqi and xianyun started tokin while waitin for further instructors 2 gib us intstructions..

2008-03-28T20:34:00.000-07:00

i haf no words to describe hoe i feel rite nw..

2008-03-25T18:17:00.000-07:00

bored nw at the computor lab takin the time to blog cuz i like dun wanna do the stupid sci thing damn borin lors...

2008-03-12T18:37:00.000-07:00

went to camp 2 daes ago...quite fun...in camp i went for the evacuation course quite fun cuz got learn vacuation siliver things and oso cuz dis evacuation thingy take up olot of time hahas so camp passvery quickly..i think i passed my evacuation siliver..on the last dae of camp,the vi sae dat i was the best evacuation cadet yea mii!!!i think?

2008-03-12T18:27:00.000-07:00

Came bk from camp 2 daes ago...feel damn sleepy like wanna die liao..played computor and i actually fell asleep infront of the computor...gave up tryin to play the computor and when to sleep from 3 to 8...hahas like pig rite..at least better den wanqi and xianhui wanqi slept from 3 to 9 while xianhui slept from 3 to the next mornin really like pig rite worse den mii rite..

2008-02-28T04:53:00.000-08:00

we may haf overdid it and nw...

2008-02-28T04:48:00.000-08:00

sianz...got camp cumin up...dun feel like goin but dun have a choice..sadz...but heard dat it is goin to fun...wad i dun like is that the camp is goin to be at huayi which sux cuz the ppl there we dun noe mahs...

2008-02-23T00:09:00.000-08:00

recently didnt haf the time to update miie blog so sorrie...besides i got nothing to sae abt todae...only got two words...damn sianz..

2008-02-15T03:53:00.000-08:00

sor guys dat i hven been updatin lately...

2008-02-08T19:00:00.001-08:00

I nvr wan to make the same mistake again

2008-02-03T06:45:00.001-08:00

like the jokes?found them in ice angel's blog

2008-02-03T06:42:00.000-08:00

1)A young boy asks his Dad, "What is the difference between confident and confidential.Dad says, "You are my son, I'm confident about that.Your friend over there is also my son, that's confidential!"

2)A women asks man who is travelling with six children,"Are all these kids yours??"The man replies, "No, I work in a condom factory and these are customer complaints".

3)A small Boy wrote to Santa Claus," send me a brother"Santa wrote back," SEND ME YOUR MOTHER"

4)Teacher: Do you know the importance of a period?Kid: Yeah, once my sister said she has missed one, my mom fainted, dad got a heart attack & our driver ran away.

5)What's the difference between stress, tension and panic?
Stress is when wife is pregnant,
Tension is when girlfriend is pregnant,
and Panic is when both are pregnant.

6)What is the definition of Mistress?Someone between the Mister and Mattress

7)Man comes home, finds his wife with his friend in bed. He shoots his friend and kills him.Wife says "If you behave like this, you will lose ALL your friends

2008-01-29T03:11:00.001-08:00

when will i ever find the strength to let go?

2008-01-26T17:54:00.000-08:00

i care so much 4 u...the least you can do is to stop hurtin mii...

when will i find the strength to let go???

2008-01-26T17:48:00.000-08:00

i dun noe why but i am hurtin so much nw...sometimes i juz wanna give up...i juz wanna let go...i carn i dun noe why...miie heart is hurtin so much right nw...lettin u go is so hard n it hurts so much...when will i find the strength 2 let go of u...of all the hurt dat u haf caused mii...

dae at mac

2008-01-25T05:50:00.000-08:00

dae after trg,mii wanqi xianhui xianyun and jessia went 2 mac.when we eatin like halfway,saw the some ncc de nco cum inside mac.they buy liao den 1 guy go complain abt something den he sae dat he wanna go toilet to wash his hands.the moment he go away, all his friends pour curry sauce salt pepper and somethings dat i dun wannna mention into his coke.we there laughin den 1 of the ncc saw us den sae dat u all see noting.they sent 1 guy to the toilet to distract toilet guy while they add more nonsence into toilet guy coke.when toilet guy cum back we laughin like hell liao toilet guy friends tryin ver hard not to laugh.toilet guy den complain somemore abt some crap while his friends juz continue to wait 4 him to drink his coke.toilet guy complain some more eat his burger den finally drink his coke.he take his coke drink den smack his lips like he suspect got someting in his coke den he drink again shake the coke den drink again.we there laughin cuz we dun mnoe why toilet guy nvr taste the curry sauce inside his coke.at first wanted to stay until toilet guy noe dat his friends put nonsene inside his coke but carn cuz papa cum and fetch mii liao

2008-01-25T05:49:00.000-08:00

sor ver the long liao nvr post anyting

2008-01-21T02:18:00.000-08:00

dae ver funny thing happen in class...
nelson kissed zavier on his left cheek cuz xianyun sae dat she only will gib sweet to him if he go kiss zavier

2008-01-19T22:59:00.000-08:00

found a poem dat i tink is suitable for valentine's dae

I stand and watch you from afar,
I wish upon you like a star,
you come,
you go,
still I love you better than you know

poem is 2 some1 dat you care so much yet you dun noe he or she feels dat way too...

2008-01-15T00:14:00.000-08:00

dae ver the sian lah.2 period science den inthe middle of the lesson, some korean visitors came to see our lessons.den miie grp damn unlucky our tablet pc something wrong and i hsf to sae all the scince thing without the stupid powerpoint.den i got damn high 4 no reason

UG dae rox!!!

2008-01-14T23:40:00.000-08:00

UG dae that time i b the dae i/c again sadz rigth i dun wanna b 1 but no choice no body wan 2 b so i b lor. sadhing is that we haf to wear FULL redx uni!!!i mean cm on it is so hard to wear the uniform and yet still miz wear the uni 4 half hr den muz go change liao.nOT eoungh time to change we only got like 10 min to change and some people still slowly take their own sweet time.
den after that we got cross trainin thing with NPCC and scouts,quite fun i think...den we play captain ball,i got super high,actally most of us got super highand started cheerin damn loudly.
After that we got campfire so fun redx screamed the loudest and we got the most creative cheers ever

2007-12-27T22:47:00.000-08:00

mayb it has alwiz been you...

2007-12-27T22:44:00.000-08:00

Got miie new glasses 2dae i had them made on mondae i tink...

2007-12-27T00:06:00.001-08:00

bored...at home

2007-12-27T00:01:00.000-08:00

maybe we cn be more den juz friends

2007-12-25T23:15:00.000-08:00

tried to find the song no body is perfect used 4 e fancy drill

2007-12-20T02:30:00.000-08:00

THank y all 4 lookin after mii

Sor

2007-12-20T02:22:00.000-08:00

Sor dat i nvr pst anything At All!!!not muc time...sor smilez