Monday, August 25, 2008
i duno wad i haf doin all dis tym..i m so tired of tryin again and again..so tired of watchin myself fall down over and over again..so tired of seein myself get hurt again and again..and me hurtin myself again..when m i gonna pick myself up and stop hurtin so bad..i wish dat i cn juz fade away and disappear..i wish i cn juz run away frm everything..i hate whr i m standin rite nw..i hate everything dat i m nw..i hate myself..i wan to run away..the last time i tried doin dat bad results..haix..make everything worse..make myself feel worse..make evryone around mii feel worse..i wan to soar to the skies like the birds i wan to fly away..away frm everything..frm myself..but there is sumthing there is keepin mii rooted here..keepin mii frm hidin.keepin mii frm runnin away frm everything..i juz wish i knew wad..i juz wished..
i know that i have loved you ... at 4:58 AM
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