if i never see your face again ...
then i will find you and love you once more
time after time

Saturday, August 30, 2008

boo!!todae was a busy and tirin dae..woke uo at 8plus in the mornin den ate..after dat dressed and left the hse with everybody at abt 930 headed to paya lebar airbase for the SAF 40th annivarsey open hse..reached,papa dropped us off at the entrance said dat he wanted to park the car at the airbase(he works there so cn park there) so that he wun haf to fite wif other ppl for parkin lots..told us to queue to get in..he no nid again cuz he gt pass and cuz he work there,unfair cuz we haf to wait in the hot hot sun for the queue to move..sianz..joined lane 3..bored and damn freakin hot..at abt half way in the queue papa called asked if we had gotten in or nt,cuz he already had..told him no,he was lyk huh but i gt in already i was lyk duh you gt a pass..lols.finali gt in..sun was shinin lyk hell walked to the hangar outside there..waited again to see the F16 take off..the air force are tryin to stimulate wad wud happen whn an unautherised aircraft fly into singapore's skies..the F16 chased the plane down and forced to land..fun fun..den the F16 bombed the airfield atfer that helicopter oso come to bomb..they sent in a transport copter..after watch fin airshow, was sweatin lyk mad so went to the air-con food place,duno wad they call dat place..stayed in there for awhile had a drink there den went the see the other nangers..there gt excibitions there went to see them..after dat bot ice-cream to eat..den went to marina square..gt free ticket to watch wall.e..the show damn nice to watch..wall.e so cute,innocent and sweet veri funny too..after the movie shopped around for awhile..papa bot laptop..usin t nw..lols

i know that i have loved you ... at 7:18 AM
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Wednesday, August 27, 2008

when i learn how to fly,whn i m ready to leave i will take you with mii..i nid your support..your company..most importantli your care..take miin away frm dis place if you cn..take mii away all dis sufferin..take mii away frm hell if you can..cuz that is wad i m gonna do for you..if you teach mii how to fly..if you show mii how to fly..if you let mii fly..i will show you wadm i can really do..nt bein dis stupid person here..trapped forever..unless you teach mii hoe to fly away..

i know that i have loved you ... at 6:28 PM
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nw at the com lab toatli sianz..waitin for the com to load the web page takes lyk forever..sianz..totali bored nw..

i know that i have loved you ... at 6:26 PM
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Monday, August 25, 2008

i duno wad i haf doin all dis tym..i m so tired of tryin again and again..so tired of watchin myself fall down over and over again..so tired of seein myself get hurt again and again..and me hurtin myself again..when m i gonna pick myself up and stop hurtin so bad..i wish dat i cn juz fade away and disappear..i wish i cn juz run away frm everything..i hate whr i m standin rite nw..i hate everything dat i m nw..i hate myself..i wan to run away..the last time i tried doin dat bad results..haix..make everything worse..make myself feel worse..make evryone around mii feel worse..i wan to soar to the skies like the birds i wan to fly away..away frm everything..frm myself..but there is sumthing there is keepin mii rooted here..keepin mii frm hidin.keepin mii frm runnin away frm everything..i juz wish i knew wad..i juz wished..

i know that i have loved you ... at 4:58 AM
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Thursday, August 21, 2008

boo!!dae went to kallang river there for cip..quite dirty and distustin at first..cuz gt a lot of dead fish lyin around..see them rottin in the water gt kindof grossed out..picked up alot of litter lyk plastic bags,styrofoam,lighter dead fish plastic cup, den plastic thingys, more plastic thingys and de guess wad..i found a used condom..the bottem part lyk torn off le..looxin took a pic of it..picked more pastic thingys and cups..mostly a lot of crap and rubbish..amazin hoe dirty the river is..den..guess wad again..xianhui or wanqi found another condom..dis tym very good condition.cuz it is still in the wrapper..i think aziz or nelson go open it..den they stretched it whie i take pic..bairavee used the tongs to hold one end den aziz cum over and grabbed the other end wif tongs..they pulled the comdom..den it tore..xianyun grp oso gt find condom..unused de still in its wrapper but they juz throw it into their trashbag..after pickin up more smelly litter,we goback to the startin point..continued pickin litter den sum one found a rottin rat or sotong on the sand..neson pick it out of the sand..the moment he did dat we all smell the rottin scent.omg..oso saw maggota..den tiara go pick the thing up and throw into the water..thanked her cuz the smell was so bad dat felt lyk vomitin..den go back..gt refreshments..take one big grp pic..den gt briefin den go hm lor..

i know that i have loved you ... at 4:02 AM
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Sunday, August 17, 2008

bored..so bored..damn bored..ok..really really bored..k nt reali..

i know that i have loved you ... at 2:20 AM
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Wednesday, August 13, 2008

yea..finally post le..haix but it is kind of lyk no point cuz it is nt lyk ppl wud wan to go n see de lors xcept for mii..

i know that i have loved you ... at 12:39 AM
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Wednesday, August 6, 2008

haix..nw damn bored cuz waitin for ppl to fin doin the gingerbreadman..bored..so long since i had update miie blog..shall change the blogskin reali reali reali soon..bored anyways..dis blog is seriousli rottin lyk hell.

i know that i have loved you ... at 9:03 PM
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    take my breath away
    i'm on my knees
    studying your heart


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